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 LIST OF PROGRAMS (42)

   1. Simple addition,substraction,multiplication and division of numbers.

   2. To find weather a number is even or odd.

   3. To find weather a number is +ve or -ve.

   4. To find which number is greater than other.

   5. Program to convert days to month.

   6. Program to find the gross salary using basic salary,DA,HRA..etc.

   7. To find grade of a student according to marks received usin 'IF-THEN-ELSE' statement.

   8. Program using CONDITIONAL OPERATOR.

   9. To evaluate simple expression of the form value-operator-value.

  10. Menu Driven program using switch case.

  11. To find simple interest using for loop.

  12. To find weather the alphabet is in upper case or lower case using switch case.

.         By using for loop generate output like :

                  

          13.     1111    

                    2222        

                    3333         

                    4444

        14.     1           

                    12

                    123

                    1234

          15.     4321

                   432

                   43

                   4

          16.    1234

                   123

                   12

                   1

17. Simple program using while loop.

18. Write a program using Do while loop.

19. Reverse of a digit.

20. To find GCD of two non-negative numbers.

21.To find factorial of a number using recurrsor.

22. Swapping of two numbers.

23. To check weather a number is a palindrom or not.

24. Program using macro expansion.

25. Program using macro with argument.

26. To find the sum of two numbers using an array.

27. Program to write Fibonacci series.

28. To find palindrom of a string using an array.

29. Simple matrix addition using Two-Dimensional array.

30. Simple matrix multiplication using Two-Dimensional array.

31.reverse of a string.

32.Concatination of two arrays to another array.

33.To find largest of 10 numbers using an array.

34.sorting & merging.

35.write simple program using getchar(),putchar() function.

36. write simple program using  character  test  function(i.e.  isdigit, isalpha etc….)

37.program for prime numbers.

38.program to write transpose of a matrix.

39.A company insures its driver in following cases.

   (1) if the driver is married.

   (2) if the driver is unmarried & above 30 yrs of age.

   (3) if the driver is unmarried female & above 25yrs.

In all the cases driver is not insured if the marital status,sex,age & the

Driver are input.

Write a program to determine whether driver is insured or not?

40.division of student  according to marks.

41. program on call by value.

42. prog. On call by reference using  pointer.

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Ek Chota Bacha Bohat Dair Se Ro Raha Tha.
Uski Maa Ne Pocha
Mele Laal Ko Ka Chahiye?
Tofee
Bishkit
Ya
Doodh..?

Bacha:
Bash Ek Nai GIRLFLEND
Khubsurat Shi :->
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Teacher Mehnat Karo Ga
Tou Kuch Bano Ga .

Pathan Student Teacher Hamra
Gadha Tou Itni Mehnat Karta Hai

Magr Wo Kuch Nahe Bana ...;->

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mere dono bachon ke liye
Raabert: Boss, mere dono bachon ke liye koi naam bataiye..
Ajeet: Ek ka naam rakho Peter….
Raabert: boss or doosre ka ?
Ajeet: Repeater.
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Doctor: NikaLo.

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Tamator 15rs
Muli 5 rs
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Give Me The Wisdom To Understand My Boss.. ..

Give Me The Love To Forgive Him.. ..

Give Me The Patience To Understand His Deeds.. ..

But Dearest God Don’t Give The Power Because If You Give Me Power,
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Message section

DECENT MESSAGES

Rose is Famous 4 Grace…
Advocate is Famous 4 his Case…
Horses r Famous 4 Race…
But u r Famous 4 Smile on Ur Face…!
have a nice day
####################################

I wana keep 3 things
I wanna keep3 things: . .
The SUN
The MOON
&
My friends

Sun 4 daytime
Moon for night time &
U.My dear friend 4 LIFETIME
###################################

Relationship requires little efforts
Relationship requires little efforts………..
Even when friends are busy with their
own lives, a simple sms reminds each
other that…….

“U r not forgotten”
##################################

FRIENDSHIP is vast like UNIVERSE
FRIENDSHIP is vast like UNIVERSE.
Deep like OCEAN.
High like SKY.
Strong like IRON.
Kind like MOTHER.
& cute like ME.
#################################

A friend gives hope when life is low
A friend gives hope when life is low,
a friend is a place when you have nowhere to go,
a friend is honest, a friend is true.
A friend is precious a friend is u.
###################################

What is more important to you?
One day u will ask me:
What is more important to you,
me or your life?

I will say: my life…
You will walk away from me
without knowing that U R MY LIFE!!!

Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow is mystery.
Today is a gift.
That is why it is called “the
present”.
Live in “the present” and make
your life beautiful today
#################################


Smile For The Ones You Love…
Smile For The Ones You Love…
A Simple Smile Is All It Takes To Make One Happy…
Love Can Come In Many Different Ways, Shapes n Sizes …
But A Simple Smile Will Conquer Everything …
And Leave The Best Of Us Speechless …
##################################


Be happy forever
In our life
happiness is more important than smile
cause smile comes from lips
but happiness comes from the heart
so
BE HAPPY FOREVER
####################################

6 flowers 4 u
*%*%
*%*%*%*
)(
6 flowers 4 u

1:dosti ka
2:Duaon ka
3:khushiyon ka
4:Piyar ka
5: Best life ka
6: Mujhey yamesha YAAD rakhne ka
#####################################


Would u b rich or poor?
If u r 2 b paid $1000
for each kind act u’v ever done,

and 2 collect $500
for each unkind act of yours,

would u b rich or poor?
################################


The sweetest souls
The sweetest souls

Who love,Cherish,Inspire
&
Protect the angel
In you are your
Guardian angel …

They are your
Friends & family
###########################


I’m on a mission! Mission to avoid You, MISSION IMPOSSIBLE!!!
I’m on a mission!
Mission to avoid You,
To forget You,
To not to talk to You,
To not to think about You anymore…
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
In short…
MISSION IMPOSSIBLE!!!
################################


Not every flower can represent love
Not every flower can represent love but roses did it. Not every tree can stand thirst, but cactus did it. Not every monkey can read SMS but hey you just did! Enjoy your day, and dont forget to smile!
###############################


Yeh duniya 1 chota sa khuwab hai.
Yeh duniya 1 chota sa khuwab hai.
Jiyo apni zindagi aise,
jaise ji raha gulab hai.
Reh kar sath aap kaanto k bhi,
muskurao hamesha jaise muskurata gulab hai.
#################################


Missed call to ek bahana hai
Missed call to ek bahana hai,
Irada to aapka ek lamha churana he,
Aap chahe humse baat karo ya na karo,
Aap ki yadon mein humara ana jana hai.
######################################


I and U k beech mein
A B C D E F G H I
**********
U V W X Y Z
confused??
Bolay tou
*..I..*
aur
*..U..*
k beech jo bhi aaya
Tapka Daala…
###########################


Y R U SENDING MSGs 2 dat person?
One day my brain asked me “Y R U SENDING MSGs
to that person who is not messaging u?
but my little “HEART” said to brain
“U” NEED msgs but i need “FRIENDSHIP”
##############################


It’s the things that satisfies your mind
It’s the thing that satisfies
ur mind, body & soul!
Do it on bed, on a sofa,
in the car or anywhere!
It’s called Prayer!
God bless ur naughty mind.
###############################


A Wish For A Sweet Friend
~ A Wish For A Sweet Friend ~

May The Sun Always Shine
On Your Windowpane

May A Rainbow Be Certain
To Follow Each Rain

May The Hand Of A Friend
Always Be Near You

May God Fill Your Heart
With Gladness To Cheer You
###################################


Family faces are magical mirrors
Family faces are magical mirrors

Looking at the people
who belong to us,

We see the past,
the present and the future
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You will never cry
If i had
one last wish
before i die …

My last wish
would be that ,
you will never cry
#################################


Relationship is like a Garden
Relationship is like a Garden
It’s beautiful when watered with

Love,
Hugs,
Tears
&
Cheers

But It dries up if left untouched

Stay in touch with your love ones
######################################


Thank u 4 being part of my space
“SPACE”
Seems Like An
Empty Word,
But
Its Full Of …

Special
People
Around
Caring
Endlessly

Thank u For Being
A Part Of My SPACE
#####################################


The purpose of a relationship
The
Purpose
Of a
Relationship
Is
Not
To
Have
Someone
Who
Might
Complete
You,
But
To
Have
The One …
With
Whom
You
Can
Share
Your
Completeness …
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I wish an angel of Mercy
I wish an angel of
Mercy always sits
Next to you
&
Covers you with gentle
Wings
So that,
You walk wrapped in
Allah’s grace,
Protected & peaceful forever
####################################


Care, anger, words and heart
A short n true message for life …

Care should be in heart
and not in words… !

Anger should be in words
and not in heart … =)
###################################



Everything is incomplete without ME
Everything is incomplete without ME
..mory
Co..dy
Ti..
Ga..
So..thing
..aning
Even this ..ssage!

So dont forget ME.
###################################


Have a blessed life!
Happiness Keeps u Sweet,
Sorrows Keep u Human
Failure Keeps u Humble,
Success Keeps u glowing
& GOD Keeps u Going.

Have a blessed life!

It’s winter again !!
Taking sips of coffee
Lying in cozy bed with Blanket around
Reading novel or Watching movie
Long gossips with Friends !
Rain with soft music
Long walk on Sea shore at night
With a cup of tea In hand
All u can enjoy cause

It’s winter again !!
#######################################

BE HAPPY & Make Others Happy.
Worrying Doesn’t Reduce Yesterdays Sorrows,
But It Empties Todays Strength”.
So DONT WORRY,
BE HAPPY & Make Others Happy.
##########################################


My blood is not costly
My blood is not costly,
It is very cheap. But,
My heart is very very costly,
Bcoz, it is full of
.
.
.
.
“YOUUUU”
#################################


Fruitless & rootless tree
Loveless life is like a fruitless tree
But friendless life is like a rootless tree

Tree can live without fruit
but
not without roots
####################################


To keep u safe & happy
“Gift” of “SALAM”
wrapped with “AFFECTION”
tied with “CARE”
&
sealed with “DUA”
2
keep u safe & happy today & always.
####################################

I pray for you
I pray for you

A life that you “truly deserve”
A life as good as your “heart”
A life as bright as your “smile”
&
A life as wonderful as your “dream”
#####################################


I want go back to that time
I want go back to that time

when ”getting high”
meant on ‘’swing”

when ”mom” was
the only ”hero”

when ”dad’s shoulders”
were the ”highest place” on earth

when ”worst enemies”
were ur ‘’siblings”

when the only thing
that could ”hurt” u, were ‘’skinned knees”

when the only things
”broken” were ur ”toys”

&

when ”good byes” only
meant ”till tomorrow”
#######################################

To live a life i need heartbeat
To live a life i need heartbeat,
2 have heartbeat i need a heart,
2 have heart i need happiness,
to have happiness i need a friend,
and 4 a friend i need U ALWAYS

######################################

Explain the meaning of colors to blind
A beautiful thought!!
The person who can explain the meaning
of color to a blind can explain
anything & everything in life!
#######################################


When your plans get upset
Sometimes ALLAH upsets your plans
to set up his own plans..
ALLAH’s plans r perfect.
So never get upset
when your plans get upset

Have faith in ALLAH

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Be like a candle
Be like a candle
which burns itself
but
gives light to others
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One day u may ask me
One day u may ask me:
What is more important to you,
me or your life?
I will say: My life…
You will walk away from me
without knowing that U R MY LIFE!
#####################################

Your relation is like paktel
Your relation is like paktel
“dil to 1 hay”
Your Ove like telenor
“Chaho kuch barh k”
Your sincerety like Haleeb
“garah to hay”
Your smile like twist
“Hila k rakh de”
your style like Ufone
“Tum hi to ho”
Your personality lika Bonanza
“Absolutely worldclass”
My response like lipton
“Yehi to hai wo apnapun”
aur apnaypun k sath
“EID Mubarak”
######################################


A Love Story
A Love Story:
1 din ek pagal lrki phulon se khel rahi thi
halke halke baaten kar k phulon ko bosay de k..
Shayad kuch soch rahi thi..
Yakayak 1 kantay ne aa k us k honton ko zakham bakhsha
usne phulon ko hata k kante ko muthi mai le kar
pyar se thora chuma
shayad wo jan gai thi pyar k badle yehi milega
##########################################


Life is 4 living, I Live 4 U.
Life is 4 living, I Live 4 U.
Songs r 4 singing, I Sing 4 U.
Love is 4 caring, I Care 4 U.
Angels r 4 keeping, Can I keep U…?
######################################


Just for the pleasure of a moment with U.
I have liked many but loved very few.
Yet no-one has been as sweet as U.
I would stand and wait in the worlds longest queue.
Just for the pleasure of a moment with U.

#########################################

We r others 4 someone else
We always feel bad
&
think that good things
happen only to others

But we forget that we
are others for someone else.
#########################################


Distances never separate any relation
Distances never separate any relation,
time never builds any relation.

If feelings r true from heart,
then friends r always friends forever!
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Miss me or Hate me
Miss me
or
Hate me

both r in my favor,

If u miss me
I’ll always b in ur heart,

If u hate me
I’ll always b in ur mind
####################################


Some friends forget … some move away
Some friends forget
Some move away
Some keep silent
Some just change
But I’m not 1 of them.
I’m here just 4 two moments
.. now & 4ever…!!:)
####################################


I could fill a 1000 pages
I could fill a 1000 pages
telling U how I feel,
and still U would not understand.. So
now I leave w/o a sound,
except my heart shattering
as it hits the ground.
###################################


5 perfect things
In life there r 5 perfect
things u should never lose -

CHARACTER

SELF RESPECT

HOPE

HEART

&

????

Well, u know my name:)
##############################


AM I CUTE? TEST call, if im cute
AM I CUTE? TEST
call, if i m cute
miss call, if i m gorgeous
Text back if i m pretty
Text a joke if i m charming
Just ignore if u r jealous
###################################


No one sets the limit for u
Ur sky is as much as u’d want to reach,
ur life is as lonely as u’d like to make;
Ur joy is as much as u decide to feel,
ur nite is as long as you decide to wake.
No one sets the limit for u,
no one can etch the span of the sky,
all u need to do is rise,
spread ur wings & decide to fly.
######################################


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srry frnds was bsy in ma life

i m nt sure wat hapned to me

Life is painful. Life is sometimes too painful. And just when you think you are making headway, coming to a more stable, more hopeful place. There is a new, even more devastating anguish waiting right around the corner. I have gotten to the point where what was innocent, hopeful, energetic, and excited in me seems to have just disappeared. That youthful person, that dreamer who believed anything was possible. That young girl who so looked forward to her first love, open to the experience, no boundaries. Then I loved fully, totally, completely. Then I was like a different person. Life was still new, there was still much to be learned. I thought hard work is all it took to accomplish my goals. If I wanted to be thin, I could be. If I wanted to be an athlete, I could be. If I wanted to be an A student, I could be. I could love, I could...But what about now? I have lost a part of myself. I don't trust as easily, I am more guarded now. I haven't loved or been loved in a long time. I miss it but I am not that person anymore. Life has just run me over too many times. How many times can you be knocked out before you just stay down to avoid the blows? I don't like myself very much anymore. What do I have to offer? What do I even want? I have lost my beauty, my confidence. I have lost something important, but is it really gone or hibernating somewhere deep where I cannot reach it? Who am I? What do I want? What makes me worthy of love? Where is my joy, my heart, my empathy, my understanding? I have gone numb. I am all numb to those most cherished parts of myself. I don't want to be numb anymore. I want to experience life without limitations. I want to feel again. How can I do that? That's the question.

have faith in god

I have been doing the hard work of facing myself...God has called me to give up a lot of things, things that keep me occupied, things that keep me distracted, things that keep me from having to face myself. And I have given those things up...and now there is nothing to keep me from looking deep and feeling much. There is a lot of stuff that has been lingering beneath the surface, and now it is all bubbling up! I am so sad! So so sad... Sad about the things that have happened in my life and the lives of the people around me. I am so so sad about how hard life is for us here on the earth. So much pain I wanted to push down and forget about, but it did not go away. I was just avoiding it, not dealing with it. Now I am looking at it, and I am a mess over it all. God, why are things so hard here on earth? People so hurt and lonely?! Why must it be this way? So much pain? I cannot see how it all works together for good! From down here, it is as clear as mud. Faith is a tall order when what we see doesn't match what you teach. I don't understand it, I just don't. You tell me I must trust you, because you can see and I cannot. But where is the fruit? The fruit of all our hoping, faith, trusting.... I don't see the results of it. When we face many disappointments, I cannot help but ask "where is that blessing, that goodness, not just being stored up in Heaven but being poured out here on earth?" Am I missing something? I don't understand, and trusting without understanding is really, really hard sometimes! Like today, when I feel so sick in my soul. You tell me that you have got me covered, that I don't need to worry. That you have always had me covered, always. You say, "Trust the Lord with all your heart, and don't depend on your own understanding" You say, "Don't depend on your own wisdom. Respect the Lord and refuse to do wrong" Your word says, "God has given them a desire to know the future. He does everything just right and on time, but people can never completely understand what he is doing. So I realize that the best thing for them is to be happy and enjoy themselves as long as they live. God wants all people to eat and drink and be happy in their work, which are gifts from God" . Lord, I do want so much to know the future, to understand what it is all about, to have peace about what I have seen, what has and has not happened, and where this all is going. But I can't know and I don't understand! And, no, right now, I am not happy either! I am not at peace, not content at all! I know, I am being attacked by the enemy. He wants me to doubt, to turn away, to take steps back and stop taking all these steps forward! He doesn't want me to be happy to trust you. He wants me to be angry, and sad, and miserable about what I see in the world. That is what he wants. You want me to know that I can trust you. I can trust your word. I can have your victory...even when I can't see how it is all going to work out. Even when I am feeling pain from living here... Your word says, "Fig trees may not grow figs, and there may be no grapes on the vines. There may be no olives growing and no food growing in the fields. There may be no sheep in the pens and no cattle in the barns. But I will still be glad in the Lord; I will rejoice in God my Savior. The Lord God is my strength. He makes me like a deer that does not stumble so I can walk on the steep mountains" . So, even though I see no blessing, no fruit around me, I am to praise you and be glad in you anyways! That is a tall order! A very tall order. This is not what I feel like doing! I feel like crawling under a rock and escaping from this world. But feelings can be deceiving. Either you are who you say you are or you are not. And faith is choosing to believe that you are who you say you are. That you are the truth, the way, and the life. That no one can come to the Father except through you. So, I should not trust my feelings. I should just trust you, even though, based on what I see, that really doesn't make any sense at all. But Lord, I need you! I need you to be who you say you are. I need to trust you! The alternative is too terrible! So, I choose to follow you. I choose to follow you when it is hard, and it hurts, and I don't understand. I choose to believe what you say over what I feel. Lord, help me to walk in your victory, in your peace. Help me to win these battles where the enemy tries to defeat me. Help me to trust you more than I trust myself. More than I trust what I see! Help me to trust you more and more and more and more!


1 How long, O LORD ? Will you forget me forever?
How long will you hide your face from me?
2 How long must I wrestle with my thoughts
and every day have sorrow in my heart?
How long will my enemy triumph over me?
3 Look on me and answer, O LORD my God.
Give light to my eyes, or I will sleep in death;
4 my enemy will say, "I have overcome him,"
and my foes will rejoice when I fall.
5 But I trust in your unfailing love;
my heart rejoices in your salvation.
6 I will sing to the LORD,
for he has been good to me.

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[b] As the deer pants for streams of water,
so my soul pants for you, O God.
2 My soul thirsts for God, for the living God.
When can I go and meet with God?
3 My tears have been my food
day and night,
while men say to me all day long,
"Where is your God?"
4 These things I remember
as I pour out my soul:
how I used to go with the multitude,
leading the procession to the house of God,
with shouts of joy and thanksgiving
among th

cant understand what is happening to me

hey good news is that it looks like I will pass my class if all goes as planned, praise God! The bad news is I have reached that level of exhaustion where your body starts going whacky. Things I am noticing...I am super sensitive to smells! Right now the smell of my cooking is making me feel sick (and it tasted good). Yesterday, I had to put my scented candle in a drawer because it was giving me a headache. My stomach refuses to digest things. I have lost my appetite, but need to eat to stay awake. I don't want to do anything and I don't want to do nothing either! I want to exercise, but I don't. I want to swim, but I don't, I want to watch a movie, but I don't, I want to eat, but I don't. You get the idea. I'm all uncomfortable in my own skin. I feel restless, I know it is because I am stressed from just being tired for too long, but now I don't even feel sleepy anymore. My body is just confused! It doesn't know if it is hungry or full, sleepy or awake, it just is giving me mixed messages! I am looking forward to sleeping tonight and just getting up whenever! I'm sure tomorrow I will feel much better!

when saddness comes

When sadness comes, I say, “You are not welcome here! When sadness comes it wants to stay, I say, “You are not welcome here! You are not welcome here and yet you stay on, long past your due. You are not welcome here. But since you’ve come, I will learn to live with you. You follow me to the doctor’s office. You are not welcome here. And you are my bedfellow at night. You are not welcome here. You greet me when I wake. You are not welcome here. You are not welcome here. Every time I make you leave, you come knocking once again. You are not welcome here. You come with me in the car, you follow me to the store. You are not welcome here. Get out of my house, stay away from my heart. You are not allowed to speak to me anymore! Get out sadness, out I say. Get out of this body. Go away! Still, he comes and he goes, an unwanted friend. One that nobody wants, but on whom you can always depend. To show up at your door when the going gets tough and you don’t know what to do anymore. I am sick, this body is hurting. I am sick and yet my world keeps turning. If I must be sick in body, then in spirit I want joy. But the sadness has come again to destroy. To destroy the joy I can enjoy everyday, in little moments if I can get away. From the future, worries, and uncertainties. Will I get well or be taken over by disease? I wonder, I wonder but no answers near. I wish all this knowing could just disappear. Ignorance would be bliss, I say. But I know far too much to ever live that way. Dare I dream for a better life? Dare I dream to be husband and wife? Dare I dream, or are these nightmares? Dare I think at all when despair. Comes a knocking, knocking at my door. He lets himself in, I don’t want you anymore. Get out I say, but he settles right in. I don’t dare to dream until you are gone again. My head fills with darkness, doom and despair. I don’t want to imagine living there. I know you will leave, as you always do. Because nothing is permanent in this world it’s true. The bad times will fade along with the good. Our complexion will change with age as it should. We will grow from baby to child to mom to grandma to great ma to heavenly child of God. Where do we belong? Where do I fit in? What hope do I have to offer within? I know I am strong, surviving for so long, in difficult difficult days, years, and so on. Through many dark times I have emerged, still alive, still a girl. Unscathed? unfortunately that’s hard to say. I know I am changed and will be always. I need to enjoy the joy in my life. I know it is there in the midst of the strife. A baby smiles and waves to me. I teach a young boy how to do something. A smile exchanged with a stranger as I go. A word of encouragement I offer in the midst of my pain. I don’t want to let this sickness rob me again. I need to go before the one, the one who makes it makes sense when it makes sense to no one. I love you, he tells me. You are my beloved. You are perfect he tells me and I'll raise you above it. Just trust me he tells me, it will work out for the best. Have peace my child, lay your worries to rest. You are a part of an intricate plan. You were formed in the palms of my hands. You are so lovely, in every way. You are my child, I’ll be with you always. I know you are hurting, I feel it too. I love you so deeply I live within you. You are never alone, and there is hope always in store. Even if you cannot see how things will work anymore. I have got it worked out so just you hold on. Enjoy what you can, view the beauty in the dawn. I made it for you so that you would know. How much you mean to me, you are my heart, my soul. So, I head to the church to hear my father speak. And if I let him, he brings me relief. So, goodbye to you sadness, goodbye for now. Goodbye my bedfellow and life partner somehow. I don’t want to see you but tomorrow you’ll come. So I’ll see you tomorrow. I see you tonight. I am waiting for you to once again leave my life. I’m tired of you sticking around for so long. Goodbye sadness, goodbye sickness, goodbye to it all.

Life came 2 n end

Someday you'll cry for me
like i cried for you
some day you'll miss me
like i missed you someday you'll need me like i needed you someday you'll love me but i won't love you :-P